Just the Truth

I cry in the shower so the tears blend in with the water falling down

I walk in traps I set up myself

I love someone who doesn't feel the same way as I do

Sometimes it hurts

I am not a good friend

I don't have many friends

I am mostly happy

I have sex to feel love just to end up losing pieces of me

I was once addicted to sex

I have had sex with people just so they would leave me alone

I really prefer relationship and not sex

I like what I see when I look in the mirror

My mind never stops

I desire a relationship with God but I am so afraid to disappoint him that I don't pursue it

I really do care but fear getting hurt so I force myself to not care

I love my siblings more than they know

I want to be loved more than I give love

I refuse to quit

I am Narrcissistic and dettached

I am not as crazy as they think